I've come to realize that a lot of people I thought were permanent in my life, aren't.
They're moving on with their lives and planning ahead for the future while I'm here being sad about it which makes no sense at all! They've made steps toward to future leaving me out of it and to be honest it has made me really sad, depressed is more the word but what can I do other than move on and plan ahead for my future? That's exactly what I'm going to do. Forget about everyone who has forgotten me and move on with my life and myself happy.
Reminds me of something I learned in class the other day. We were learning about the gatekeepers in an organization. Gatekeepers are basically people who manipulate the inflow and outflow of information in the organization. Well I'm going to be my own gatekeeper and keep the negative energy and people out of my life and start "outflowing" positive vibes and energy so that i will attract positive permanent people into my life.
Ive mentioned before that I have projects bubbling up in my head that i really want to execute well, starting tomorrow, I have meetings to start one of these projects, I'm very excited to start because I really believe in them. Wish me luck :)